I need more people to follow! I just realized I am not following very many people! If you want me to follow you..

LET ME KNOW! 

:) 

Besos.

Is it wrong that I feel the need to punch everyone I have recently come in contact with? Like…seriously..I have never been so disgusted with people in my life.

Everlast gloves to the face.

I am…

tired.

drained.

I have not been in a committed relationship for some time now because I have emotionally invested, given my everything, made myself extremely volnerable to someone. All this and no set commitment…Diabolical…They always tell you not to give your everything- of course I thought that mean physically…so I never did; I was never told that you could be in an emotional relationship with someone and it could still drain your soul.

I believe we were obsessed with each other.

You will be unhappy..and will experience my wrath every time you guys fight.

How could you have felt my love and not want it? That is so evil. I don’t think that it is possible for me to love anyone the way I loved you ever again- I’m scarred. That is one wound that I believe will never heal…you did that..with your indecisiveness and your inability to say you loved me after all the time invested.

And yet you so easily fell in love with someone who was not  me…why is that?

I’m over you, just not the idea of what we could have been. You brought the worst out in me…but you also brought a lot of good..Which obviously means..I still need time to heal, recover from a couple years of recorded damage.

I’m knowingly self-inflicting pain by not giving myself the proper time.. 

This is how I feel…and I will have the last laugh. Lol

Its now that I am older that I have truly understood and accepted myself for who I am.